p a r s i m o n i a

The one in the middle

2010-03-03T08:11:00.000-08:00

Hannah Montana's famous quote "THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS" now actually seem really applicable to me. I usually get so murderously irritated whenever people compare me with that very fake blond but talented fictional character. As much as i lamely try to pretend i dont mind, the fact remains that i really 'do' mind. Trying to hide it comes in a large variety of methods ranging to lying about my origins (Lee Ha Nnah is a name my korean great grandparents gave), somehow that makes me feel less inferior to the teen goddess/idol/dewi/godlike/beauty) and sometimes i simply just brush it off as: Nahh, i'm way cooler than that blondie (notice that i try to go blonde). But in reality, every time someone compares me to that incredibly impossible character - its like a stab in my chest saying "IN YOUR FACE!"

What's my worst nightmare? Well, it starts with the word "M" and its not 'mother' or 'mayonnaise'. I loath from the depth of my heart - the revelation that concludes my life inferior and everything that i am affiliated to as mediocre. It came to a point where i actually find it offensive to be just.. 'normal'.Life almost seem like a really quick HD but still low budgeted indie production. Where the character is a 'blah' and the story goes like 'blah' but in the end people admire it, and say.. "Wow, that was meaningful but..... i've seen better". Sure life has been meaningful, but it wasn't G.R.E.A.T.

Uni Life is a very typical example. The true Ha Nnah is a crazy *beep* person who can actually loose some of that super tight control. But over the years of well cultivated façade somehow corroded away the girl i once was. Some call it "growing up". I call it : "survival" I don't suffer extinction like the freakishly cute pandas in China, what i do suffer from is the insane urge to stop, stare, and then make a conscious effort to conform. Such irony. Hearing nags after nags about ways to overcome the perils of 'peer pressure' and to think that i finally know what it means when i reach 20. Heck, at least i learnt something in that two decade of life. Not complaining.. simply noting. Back to complaining about Uni Life, (i love it btw) but sometimes it tears me apart. Half of me wants to be the 4 pointer. Another half craves for some adventure, some fun! (thats why i took up latin dancing classes) But unlike my blessed days in MBS, i dont get the full package. I find myself torn between the two worlds. Sometimes, its War of the Worlds. Reminiscing about the good old past didn't help either.

Being the social animal that i am, i am a person that have a high need for affiliation, power and achievement! Affiliation comes first because i want people to be there to celebrate my power and achievement.. Despicable? Well.. try waking up one day and feeling disgusted with your self. Disgusted, but still in love. (i do not hate myself like some random emo teenager. i'm 21 this year for God's sake, so over that now) A true dilemma.

new hairstyle :)

According to the Law of Parsimony, the simplest explanation would usually be the more generally accepted one. Therefore i conclude, that to overcome this seemingly huge but invisible block of trial, i shall triumph over it by simply STRIVING TO BE GOOD IN BOTH WORLDS. Even if it means realigning the way i spend my resources (time, effort, money). I am moving forward (hoping it is the right direction) and whoevergets in my way.. I'll!!!!!!... well... i'll just have to ignore them and go around.

i hate ke$ha

2010-02-08T05:37:00.000-08:00

Honestly, judging by her Tick Tock video.. Makes me wonder how such a unique singer (in this case 'talker') can have the nerve to behave like an idiotic air head. I look at her and thought.. okay, cheap video, super thick prostitute make up, and mostly drunk bad girl attitude".
Maybe that's what it takes to top Lady Gaga's creative trail. If you cant be super creative and innovative in the way you make music videos, just throw in sex sex sex and SEX then everyone will say its good.

This world is deteriorating. Time to save up for the Migration to Pandora. I wanna ride the flower rhino thingy. I shall name it Pooka!

Faizal Tahir

2010-02-04T07:39:00.000-08:00

This guy, has a great voice! and i mean.. G.R.E.A.T voice! almost as good as... erm Adam Lambert? Well, he definitely has better stage presence than that Fearless b!tch... and Fearless as in.. the one who swiftly tortured me during the Grammys with her pathetic singing. Yes. I am here by officially proclaiming to be a Taylor Swift hater. Really... Gaga had a much much more creative album, and you cant compare to Beyonce's or the BEP! Seriously, i do not appreciate songs that are all about "I'm Juliet and you are Romeo"... *beeP* Gwad, the thought of it makes me wanna curse :D (and that's a good thing!)

Back to the married man with two children, (yes, cant believe he is so unavailable so quickly) he most definitely hit a chord with me xD
Malaysians... give him an ear~ 1 Malaysia lol

And.. I have a new pair of glasses :D Initially, I sort of regretted getting this frame.

But then later loved it as i noticed how cute it made me look. Not to mention young! Gawd, i have old age phobia. As you can see the frame is rather thick and nerdy. But, then again it's the trend :x So, i was thinking, owh what the heck! Spock has it~ Rain has it~ Robert has it~ I'm only doing what a devoted fan ought to :)

Godlike Beckham - Tatoos and Hair

2010-01-01T22:07:00.000-08:00

I came across this video and i must say.. (the obvious) -

David Beckham is undeniably gorgeous.

He is the epitome of a very well portrayed M.A.N. Good dad, good career, yeah he makes mistakes ( cheating with the nanny?) but at least he didn't chicken out of his marriage. Then again, who knows what Victoria is capable of. Anyway, the fact that he has a hot wife who happens to be born with a 100% authentic lanci face- doesn't deter the appeal, or the charms he has to simply attract women of all ages, more specifically those who are ovulating. *clears throat* I mean, despite my 'traditional' views, i really wont mind having his babies :D (ok, lets stop at that and look at some pictures)

George Lopez seems to be really enjoying himself. Well, who wouldn't?!

As a girl, I've always noticed that hair stylists - typically male ones- have good sense of fashion. Remember those awkward moments where you're sitting down and trying really hard to keep your posture good and not fall asleep with your mouth open(in case that ever happens), because you know your hair stylist is a HOT dude that looks really stylish and a very minute chance he might see your inner true beauty and dumps his slut girlfriend for you. yes. you, the random customer often with either hair that're too dry or too oily.

Anyway, Beckham definately fits THAT criteria. OMG! can u imagine how crowded his hair salon will be if he ever decides to open one? who cares if he barely made any changes to my hair, he TOUCHED it didnt he?! That's called.. CHANGE period.
OMG.. imagine if he did it topless. *nosebleed*

hehe..

Sherlock Holmes : A rather biased review

2009-12-28T07:24:00.001-08:00

I believe I have just witnessed the ultimately- most 'endearing' movie of the year. I really liked the 'friendship' theme hidden beneath all those muscles and mystery. Not that i have any other thoughts of any other movies screened in 2009 (at the moment - cause im still so jaded)
Sherlock Holmes blew my mind cold! like, literally. And i'm not talking about the jokes. The movie was classically Holmes-y and very detective-y. The plot was intriguing and the characters were all total dolls(means very easy to like). I just love the way Robert's character messes with Jude's. It was a real LOL.

Watson(Jude) just risked his own life to save the seemingly oblivious and ungreatlful Holmes(Robert)

Hurrah!! to the person who decided to pair up Robert Downey Jr. and Jude Law together. Their combination was rather electric!!! Robert being the (+) charge and Jude a.k.a Mr. Watson(the pharmacist!* get it?! wahahaha) as the (-) charge, i could have sworn i saw some yaoi sparks flying on screen! Ok, no la~ sorry i imagination got ahead of me. opps.
So the movie is a MUST SEE! and what i adore most in this film is the pathetic unrequited love of a man, (Holmes) to his B.F.F (Watson). Friendly love - to be more specific, dont worry guys this movie ain't a Patah Belakang Gunung its pure humorously plotted action with a supernatural twist. No pesky romance nonsense. (which was FANTASTIC, im just so sick of girl boy lame romance lol)

Even in serious scenes like this (which is totally NON HALAL) they manage to squeeze in some real LOL-ing humor!

One of the best scenes is the 'lepas geram session at the wrestling ring'. Owhh.. all those muscles~ all those yumminess.. i tell you when a man puts in so much effort to look THAT good, good girls like me can only play my part by ooogling~ and giving appropriate sound effect that demonstrates awe and wonder - when the time is right.

Not only am i a B.I.G fan of Mr.Robert (Iron Man~ Tropic Thunder~), i too am a fan of muscular-genius-very-skilled-in-ninjutsu-black-haired men.. or was it taijutsu? hmm.. Ok, so maybe this is the part where i try to sell the idea to the male population that reads my blog(despite how minute it is, it is NOT navigable).
The movie has interesting kick-ass action. The fighting scenes is something very uncommon and the director (Guy Richie - Madonna's ex hubby) managed to make it comically yeng! Other than that, the female supporting actress is one nasty-hot-tight villainess- ish (that word does not exist) She is sort of like the nice piece of mint leaf on top of the super yummy dark chocolate fudge(that would be a parable for Mr.Robert) with hazel nuts (that would be Jude Law).

Robert in Tropic Thunder - He's a man playing a man who's trying to be another man

Here he is in Iron Man. Cant wait for Iron Man II!

Although there were some downsides to the movie. Like how poorly developed the main villain is, and how redundant some characters are and the ridiculously exciting 'to be continued' ending .. NEVERTHELESS!! The rest is for you to judge~ So, GO WATCH!

hehe~ i know, i'm shameless..

Lina Inverse

2009-12-03T17:50:00.000-08:00

My dota virginity has been completely obliterated. Not only did i just found out that dota actually stands for Defense Of The Ancients i also found out(abit too lame-ly) the marvels of the Warcraft world...
I guess, hating it was probably my form of denial. Cause... i knew it in my heart that once i start to like it... i'll obsess over it.
So now, not only am i obsessing over finals, EdwardXBellaXJacob, i have DOTA to dream about.
Perfect.. just p.e.r.f.e.c.t....
*emoing*

omg! i fell in love

2009-10-28T05:58:00.000-07:00

With who you might ask?

the answer is in fact.. a WHAT!

Show you some of my cute face first :)

(in case u didnt get it, re-ask: With WHAT you might ask?)*sentence is weird i know..*

it's... FOOTBALL!!!!!!

So, i do admit i'm out of topics to blog.. and also, a bit outdated.. Still, i finally understand why some ppl can stay up at 3am to watch live football.. that's because it's exciting lol. I urge everyone who's anti-ball.. to stare at the tv when you're at the mamak! That's whr i discovered the excitement of BIRG-ing (Basking in Reflected Glory)
Haha, so there you have it, my first Uni love... FOOTBALL~

note: imma newbie tht just wanna see how the ball get into the goal, it's PSYCHOLOGY!

Double note: i also got crush la AND! it's human btw.... a very macho guy with shoulder length dark silky hair and sexy nerd glasses.. wears black all the time~ broad shoulders... muscular torso~~ one day i'll draw his pic and show you! He is very drawable~ (and he doesnt know i exits T_T)

Psychology is so overrated, much? (b!mbo version)

2009-10-19T23:50:00.000-07:00

Here's the deal. There are basically 3 types of reactions when you tell someone you're majoring in a psychology.

First type is,
me : i'm studying psychology
responder A : Wow! knew you were always abit coo coo up in the head, but i didnt know you like working with the psyco(s)! birds of the same feather flock together? hahahaha

My analysis to this type of reaction is, the person either lacks too large a portion of this particular knowledge, or has too much of it to the point of "jelak-ness". We dont just learn about The CooCOo Land and all it's CooCoo inhabitants for heaven's sake, we are scholars!!! %$ &^$#$ and (so quoted by our dean) WE~ persue the deeper and complex understanding in Behavioral Science! For those who knew too much, it would probably be regarding a different field. Ooze say, accounting or law. In the university, i suspect that there is indeed a strong rivalry between LAW students against us SCHOLARS OF BEHAVIORIAL SCIENCE. Maybe they're jealous what we learn is so practical and down to earth! in fact! wahahah IN YOUR FACE! :P

(okay law students.. in case you fail to recognize it.. let me spell it for you : its a joke)

Second type,
me: I'm studying psychology
responder B: wow.... okay.... wow...

My analysis is that they're either looking down on me, OR they dont know wtf psychology is all about. :) In their minds it probably goes like: this person is pursuing psychology?ya ya so she's interested in the HuMAn BEHAviOR~ piff what is she gonna do when she graduates? I heard its absurdly easy graduating with a psychology degree, Some even go to great lengths and claims that 70% of unemployed graduates are psychology majors!! NOW THIS..

THIS... i have no b!tch aruguement lol.. i'll answer this next sem.

The third type,
will irrevocably agree with me and together we sing the praises to the field of behavioral science!! why? Because that person is a psychology major too! :D hurahhhh!!!!!

Note: none of the above observation is based on any valid experiment/ non-experimental research. Another one of those.. crap it in the blog cause thinking logically just requires too much effort post. No flames lol. *takut edi*

Today Dr. Albert gave us a new quote :

(regarding missatribution of arousal, Dutton & Aron, 1974)

Dr Albert Rocks!

F0cked up lol

2009-10-13T07:13:00.000-07:00

wahaha.. i kena influence already~ by the Evils of Damansara-ians (its a joke)
see~~ my blog title is a bad word :D *bangga*

Why f0cked up? cause..
1. Exam week! nuff said~
2. Tomorrow got 3 papers and 2 deadlines.. godlike omg..
3. I just found out my term break is only 1 month! like wtf? can do wat le 1 month =.= play games at home? HELL NO!
4. My car got clamped [again==] and this time, my Seduction no Jutsu didnt work. (laugh all u want Mokky hmph!)

Though i have a good Causal Theory behind it.

Research invalid due to third IV:

Due to the substandard behavior displayed by the participant (the jack-ass as mentioned), one correlating hypotheses suggests that the independent variable was not really observed. Rather the internal validity of the observation was compromised. The participant had questionable standards to his belief of what a real man should be in practice, thus confusion had lead to a third variable factor that de-smthgsmthg. The man's gay, therefore did not succomb to the researcher's role-playing (Seduction no Jutsu).

So, i payed the f0cked up rm50 (shd have crumpled it up before handing it over) and cursed that man all the way home ^^ i felt so much better after that.

Hence the birth of another cause!!!!!!!

When it rains, It Pours

2009-09-29T08:12:00.000-07:00

I still remember the tone of her voice when Pn. Chan told us that. Still fresh and damn, it is starting to sting like those die hard old battle wounds. Now entering week 5 of the first semester, dark clouds are hovering dangerously right above our heads, ready to let it all out when the time comes. When it DO come, i hope my pathetic excuse of an umbrella can withstand the downpour. Otherwise.. i ought to be prepared to get wet.

When it rains, it never drizzles. It pours.
so be prepared

picture by~I-Andreea-I from devianART

New Hair!! weeee!!!

2009-09-28T05:26:00.001-07:00

Okay, so my old hair was abit run down and a new look was a MUST! Here's how it went~

BEFORE

Behold, the ah-sou tak-berdandan-ed hair/face.. i noe, hope ur eyes dont bleed.

Berdandan-ed, as pretty as it was, definately takes alot of time to make it look as good as this. Not to mention how the curling is gonna ruin my hair.

DURING

So, this is the BLOND look, well, technically its orange. It looks okay okay on camera, but real life i look hideous! Orange patches vs Black hair! OMG tiger?, so i redyed it :)

AFTER

Got it cut and primed :) This hair actually gives me more excuse to put on more make up! :D I'm suppose to look younger here. lol. <3>

Poe(my dog) had a haircut too!! wee!!!!

(who cares lol, nvm la tell anyway)

*awwwwww, so fluffy~* (tak habis habis praise my own dog XD)

the epitome of CWEUT-ness~ *hug hug hug*

Dr. Albert - Epic Quote

2009-09-15T06:11:00.000-07:00

Explain the relationship between these two statements:

As the number of kitchen appliences increase,

the number of time couples have sex increases as well.

Dr. Albert's reply was..

Dont get it? bWAHAHAHAH that's because u're not a PSYCHOLOGY student! XD

Uni Life: I survived the Teething Stage!

2009-09-13T06:26:00.000-07:00

Okay, so i admit to having pre-conceptions on how "ideal" my uni life was suppose to be, and when it didn't turn out that way, as usual i freaked out and emo-ed for awhile [1 full week]. I know it was stupid.
Let me share some with you:
1. Find myself a Personal Cherny [top priority]
2. Find a club to be active in.
3. Make an effot to go to CF (christian fellowship)
4. Dont so fa hau
5. Study chiong-iyly hard

Now that i'm entering my third week things are getting to be sweeter :)
Meeting a couple of friends already, some closer than the others. Though i admit, i havent find myself a Personal Cherny. There was this particular guy.. he looks like Jason Castro!! kyaaa!!!
Still, i miss my cherny like mad.. im yet to find someone who's gonna mad with me... Some too kiasu, some too kiamsiap, some too kiasi.. some just plainly kia of me..

So.. so far of my checklist :
1. No Chernies avaliable to be made MINE.. *sob*
2. At progress
3. CF was... abit cold. but, i've already made it a discipline to go.. no choice haha.. hopefully thie ice melts fast
4. not fa hau lor.... really i almost feel lesbo-ish(isnt tht fa hau? haha)
5. chionging.. *does the kiasu chant*

Waaaa... i miss Form6 life.. i miss my school uniform.. i miss my gang... i miss pn.majinah and pn tay..

Big eyes Big Men Big Horses

2009-09-06T08:10:00.000-07:00

NOTE: im not a freak that lives in a distant kampung. I have seen forigners.. just that not THAT close, and not that many for such a long period of time. it was like.. IN YOUR FACE!

My latest job was as the logistics task officer a.k.a k u l i~
Despite being assigned crappy jobs like ;checking whether the pot a potty has enough water, or if the field is completely green i must say it was a GREAT day. WHY? because..
throughout that 10 hours at the Royal Selangor Polo Club, i was surrounded by 400+ hot-half-naked Aussie men. [500+ includes the women and children hehe]
okay so they weren't half naked ALL the time.. but you know there were times when... they take off their shirts.. and... *clears throat* get to SEE.. eye candy.. their... *clears throat* muscles.... *wipes drools* and... then...

You get the idea.. keep in mind, there were at least 200 of them... though as much as they were playing under the sun.. aside from stinking i thought some of them were too fair.. u know albino? white skin white hair.. ok light light super light blond means white right? plus the fact that they're so high up.. with the sun reflecting all that whiteness.. i was getting a little freaked out.
Now i know what it means: Tall, DARK, and handsome..
Honestly the darker ones looked more....... ..... .... y u m m y~

well, my site is for all ages so.. appropriate censorship were necessary

Did i mention they all had really nice eyes? some of them had to bend down to talk to me and when they did that.. they got really close. So i had the oppertunity to check out their irises. Grey, green, blue.. definately more interesting than boring ol' black asian eyes.. sad.. good thing my eyes are BROWN!muahahhahaah
ok.. dark dark dark brown.. still in the brown family okay~ hmph!

They were participants of the Asian-Australian Footbal Championship.. and i had to make some announcements to them [such as, pee in the potty and nowhere else]
So the senario was something like..
Did i mention they were really tall? like.. all of them. maybe two or three heads taller than me. [im not short okay my hight is considered slightly above average]
They're particularly good at asking questions.. specifically - ALL at the same time.. and when i say "Pardon?" i'll get a "nah itz owkay~ you dont get it newermind"

That's just the bad part, overall they were hygenic, responsible and etical people. Quite a jolly bunch of people. If i was swimming in snow.. i might be jolly too.
So if i spent 10% of my time working, 60% of my time ogling, the remaining time was prolly spent checking out the stables.. i must say despite being horseophobic [i made that up] those beasts were a marvel to look at. Got to touch one! yeah yeah! =.= didnt get to ride it.. sad..
[one ride would wipe out 70% of my salary for the day lol]

WOooOOOOO!!!! First Day!!

2009-08-31T23:37:00.001-07:00

Well, here's something new!! unlike my title.. my first day at uni was...

an uttermost bore.

Okay, not trying to sound funny or bimbo like but honestly i had hope that the first day was gonna be a big blast! you noe.. meet girls and guys[hot ones] and migle and all.. Well, the ice definitely wasn't melting evenly when you get rain poured on you when you walk in and out of class.
As in..

Hi! my name's Hannah *smile extend hand to shake*
hi... omgwad is this 'thing' talking to me?
............., so you're?~~~~ *awkward* wtf is wrong with her/his manners
ah beng beng *said a 3 sylybal word in 0.35seconds*
aaa... ok... *feels so cold suddenly*

[and i was using pan suk lvl 10] =.=

Well, if you considered meeting a crystal, a lina, a rachel and an adeline interesting.... then ar... [it shows that you're not that a b!tch afterall, since girls didnt run away at the sight of you] well you get the idea. No? still didnt get it? Okay nevermind, let me change the subject.

I was checking out my old mails, and came across something..
It was a mail from my old blog site at Multiply.. and a particular post seem to catch "some" attention.

click picture to read the post

And the weirdest thing is!...not only did they purposely register a multiply account to comment on it, but they actually sound serious. If that's not weird enough..wait till you read what they say..

I feel like... i dunno Dr. Oz or smthg... its really wierd.

moonprincess23 wrote on Jan 4

Hello, I am the moon princess and I am always out of control on the full moon. Do you think I'm a werewolf? I absolutely hate the full moon because I get sore all over. I so afraid of what will hapen next full moon. Help!

wolfsam wrote on Jun 10

hello i speak frensh but i'm a lycantrope, at the full moon i lose control but if your like me never say to somebody because you will be reject by every one

wolf122009 wrote on Jul 30

hi im sanya and on a full moon i always act weirder and i feel agressive what does that mean?

okay.. here's the chrunchin..
1. moonprincess. wow. like.. wow... im dr.oz i can totally save u from mutating into a Jacob. whats wrong? everybody loves jacob. His furryness and all.. so fluffy.. so so so.. full of f l u f~
2.i googled lycantrope and it means werewolf. so..he/she's a frensh lycantrope.. wow.. that's the first. i thanked him/her for the advice in case i ever do turn into a werewolf.
3. i'm not dr.oz.. i dont know what that means.. but dr. nana thinks maybe u're just stressed out. watched too much twilight lately? read too much New Moon? .. PMS? it HAS TO BE PMS!! it always is.

Ask Dr. Oz!!!!!!

Ask Dr. Nana

I missed my orientation program!

2009-08-26T23:19:00.000-07:00

As some of you have known, i've finally realized my childhood dream[ok exaggeration] to study Psychology at HELP.
Before you judge me as a moronic imbecile with bad reflex, sense of direction and timing please hear my story out first. *in tears*

As soon as i found out that the orientation program is on the 28th of August~ HENCE! I immediately key-ed into my phone calendar.. and i set the alarm to ring every morning. [so that i can get the continuous kick of excitement]
In my mind... it was 28th~

So, today[27th] i gave Leng Jet[a friend already studying at HELP] a called just to reconfirm:

Me: Hi Leng Jet, just wanna check with u~ Tmro hor.. the orientation program start what time?
LJ: huh? wat?
Me:??
LJ: I thought the orientation program was YESTERDAY?
Me: *i saw a black crow... in the drain.. by the post office*
LJ: hold on hold on, let me check it with you.
Me: *i saw a sick old lady.. and i decided to beat her up and feed her to that f**king crow*

In truth.. it's on the 26th *cries dramatically*

Which means.. i missed it! like.. HOW? wat? huh?
Superman~~ spin the globe and turn back time!!!! i really wanted to go meet my seniors.. and have fun... and mingle ... and meet ppl .....
I blame no one but myself......

WHYYYYYY OWH GOD WHY!!!!!!!!!!!

90% Complete!

2009-07-24T06:44:00.001-07:00

Waiting Period :
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90% complete

i'm at my limit.. desu..

Well it comfort's me to know that i have a friend who's studies start in FEBUARY 2010.. so.. i guess im not the only one suffering~

I became fatter 1kg omgwtfbbq

About MJ and Ironhide

2009-07-07T23:13:00.001-07:00

Its sad to know that in it literally took his life to slingshot himself back into the spotlight. I blame the media, they've blinded us.. the naive general public, especially from THIS generation - to think that MJ is Wacko Jacko. I bought a DVD [after his death] of his concert in Bucharest. And i tell you, the term King Of Pop really aint a cheap random title. The fact that he is weird has made him a great entertainer. Its the ultimate sacrifice.. his life became an artwork. I regret judging him.. even at his death all i knew about him was Neverland Sex Scandals and Decomposing Nose.. I never knew the true MJ. I think.. now i do. R.I.P MJ~

Ironhide, as we know it looks like this~ But this interesting character has a complex background and the creators involved have changed his look from time to time. It was a dilema picking Ironhide or Optimus Prime as my fav autobot. I decided Ironhide cause.. he's more humuros xD Recaping from Transformers the 2007 onwards movies.. This character has it all :x too bad he's a NBE! dang~
[ Non Biological Extra Terresterials- keep up with the accromyms u freaks]
Wht i love about em:
-his ammo and blue red cannons
-his humor [nukeing the chihuahua for pissing on his foot xD]
-his sexy mature-yet-childish voice [ sound so Spock-ish]
-he is big[prime's bigger though]
If i get to choose, I want Ironhide as my Bumblebee lol ok im starting to sound really rediculous..

2007~ onwards

1995~2007

1984~1995

There was a post on Yahoo - a freak who thinks he knows Transformers was critisizign The Revenge of The Fallen in many many attention craving ways. Well, i think he's an iddiot. xD
There're two comic books released after the first Transformers movie. And there they explained why Bumblebee has lost his voice yet again, where the Fallen came from, why the Fallen cannot transform ect.. on word for that dude: DO YOUR HOMEWORK BEFORE U FLAME FREAK!

Robogeisha - Wont miss it for the world

2009-07-03T10:29:00.000-07:00

one word...

WRONG.

Wtf?

2009-06-19T17:22:00.000-07:00

Keputusan Permohanan Pelajar

Tahniah ! Permohonan Anda Berjaya.
[wtf? what does "berjaya" means? i didnt mohon for this shyt]

TAHNIAH!
Anda telah berjaya ditawarkan program pengajian seperti berikut :

KOD PROGRAM : CK22
NAMA PROGRAM : KEJURUTERAAN ELEKTRIK (KAWALAN, INSTRUMENTASI & AUTOMASI)
IPTA : UNIVERSITI TEKNIKAL MALAYSIA MELAKA (UTeM)

Wow... physics... wow..
The Will of God? pfft.. Don't *beep* with me.

Wtf happened to our Redang trip?

2009-06-14T09:39:00.000-07:00

Pica-boo!! Like chern chiang's face that appears to pop out of nowhere all so so suddenly~ , i was equally reminded in a very "abrupt" conversation..
What happened to the REDANG trip?! The corals are nice and fluffy! Seas warm and safe.. fishes erm.. colorful and swim-my.. Now is the time!! T__T we were suppose to go to Redang~

Remember the sea?~ see see~ water~
whooshh... whooshhhhH~~~~

Remember the sand? see see~~~~ chakkk chakkk~~
like slightly unpure flour..

remember assaulting hwang hsien from behind while
she's talking to ken kent? see see~~~ KYAAAA!!!!!!

remember the scrumptious food/beverages? see see~
*sound of ck's clumsy slurping*

and remember the night activities?! see see~
*censored sound effects*

So.. I guess its too late now?
It's too late to go redanaaaanngg~ ITs too late~ ehh ehhh~ Its too late to go redanggaaaaaanaggg~ yeaaaAAAaaa~
I'm holding on your words got me so freaking pissed~~~~
-end-

Okay the last part didnt come out right. And the videos are freshly uploaded!! Never before seen videos!!! huhuhu.. i stumbled upon them during one of those "bored in front of the pc" moments.. Buff one by one, dun hang ur poor pc, omg~

Anticipation~ wait lor...

2009-06-12T08:18:00.000-07:00

Okay, what does liking big sized men has to do with being a racist? Seriously?
And men with pointed ears are hot! SO? Wat? you think this statement has nothing to do with the topic of the post? Hell yeah it does!

It's like a disease. Spreads through your mind.. releases certain type of hormones/chemicals/whatever and causes you to hallucinate. You start seeing things that aren't there, hear voices. They whispers.. numbers..

97348912031301583519410741401241204124011
12491407141209414919062009120017241041235
45365346124812401749714097104724712043445
23525252525124155114985734687306873606345
634346345363463453453534545345345345335435

yes, and i managed to decipher the code, taking the numbers that i've been told by the "whisper people"19.06.2009 is the date of when the IPTA results will be announced.. at 12:00 pm. Too bad i dont give a damn what the other numbers mean. xD

Okay, i exaggerated. I'm not schizophrenic... yet...
All the best!!!! For ppl who're waiting for the.. erm.. results.

Yes Chean.. it's HIM!

2009-06-11T06:59:00.000-07:00

Can you spot Mr. Lambert? :D

That's All.. him~

Imma Adam Lambert fan! so.. i'm not really sure what to make of these pictures. Don't hate them, neither do i love them.. [as much as i enjoy yaoi] so....

Guess Who's This?

2009-06-09T20:38:00.000-07:00

Nope, its NOT Lady Gaga~
Clue: Someone from the latest American Idol~

Star Trek - The Old and New

2009-06-04T00:11:00.000-07:00

Leonard Nimoy, William Shatner vs Zachary Quinto, Chris Pine

Well, i have a confession to make. Despite being a newborn Trekkie, i must admit the Original one was somewhat better. Downloading the 1966's Original Series[yes imma freak] and watching it every other day soon became my latest obsession. One thing's for sure, i know its unfair that the new crew had only 139minutes of screening while the old seniors had 3 whole seasons summing up to who knows how many minutes, i mean the crew practically grew old on screen. not to mention fat. From Season 1 till Season 3 i could swear seeing Shatner's stomach getting bigger. Nonetheless, i cant use air time as an excuse to like the old crew better~

I guess now i know why people like antiques. Its true that Cris and Zach do HAVE on screen chemistry though, we were only showed very minimal fun.. a lot of feud and arguements. Entertaining, but not that healthy. What made Start Trek TOS[The Original Series] so fun to watch, despite is decrepit technology and rediuclously un-deadly gluegun-like phasors, was because the characters were very very well played, and well developed. Back then they didnt have graphics[ie.blinding light that shooshes pass the screen every 4.3 seconds] to camoflauge the actors flaws. All they had was raw nerve, and tallent.. and a really hot alien dude.. You know, the still confused young Spock was a little grumpier than the older one. Maybe its the eyebrows. Somehow, the original crew seem more endearing, with Spock less cranky and Captain Kirk kicking more asses.. instead of getting his kicked ALL the time.

I do adore Zachary Quinto, but somehow, i prefer Nimoy as Spock. The ultimate forbidden fruit, that's what makes him so hot haha. My brother says i only like him cause of his pointed ears.. which is partially true, but the way his character was written.. i think that kind of charm is what makes Leonard Nimoy a legend.

USM - One down two more to go

2009-06-02T19:35:00.000-07:00

I only applied to 3 Universities. No USM, guess i wasnt meant to study Mass Com~

Having given 8 choices to fill in, ranging from over a 50 varsities in Malaysia with various courses to select, I only filled in half.[haha stupid right?] Its like this, i did not want to apply for something I do not like. Hence, whatever my pathetically sufficient CGPA was enough for, I applied whatever course within that range and finally decided I only wanted four. Obviously doctor/engineer/dentist/pharmacist was out of the question.

I use to think, in order to succeed in life you need to be a professional.

Nge nge become one, who cares if you like the subject or not. But over the years, I come to realize that it doesn’t matter.. Heck! it definitely sounds cooler to tell ppl “Hey! I studied in SINGAPORE” or “HEY! I’m studying medicine in UKM” or “I’m studying chemical engineering in UM”

Smack to reality babes, that’s not you. Most probably that will never be you.

Strangely, as ambitious as I was, [I partially give credit to my parents, constantly whispering into my ears “you’ll be a great person next time” or “you’ll definitely be very successful in the future”] I’m not at all shaken by this seemingly LOW moment of my life. Well, I could spell it out for u, but then it’d be too depressing and self-pitying so I’ll just skip that part. What I wanted to say was, this is the time.. I can actually FEEL myself growing up. Not physically [heck I don’t need bigger boobs OMG no~] but emotionally.

Its like those games we play, we gain experience when we kill a certain monster, depending on the monster we kill. It feels like I just killed the mother of all boss monsters. A tangible[means can feel] boost in my inbuilt exp sensor. It’s like seeing the exp bar BUDGE and INCH.

And that feels greaaaaaat!

I don’t know how to describe it. Maybe I should take up poetry…

The hole in my heart,

Not yet whole,

Nevertheless not as empty,

The sun that rises shines bright and assuring,

Its warmth comforting and secure,

Yet it still sets at twilight,

Ok, that’s as far as it goes haha. I’m too lazy to crack my head anymore.

Some pics taken from the recent wedding dinner.[ps: i dont personally know the bride and groom.. so im not gonna post their pictures]

Mommy and Daddy!!

Daddy's Girls~ [PROUD OF IT! *does the Susan Boyle nod*]

From left to right: Queenie(17), Me(20), Praise(??), Jo Shua(21), Li Car(23)

Mom and aunt have so much resemblance don't they?

Last but not least, THE FAMILY!!!!

UPDATE!!! ONE MONTH! OMG!

2009-05-25T22:40:00.001-07:00

1. I'm officially a Trekky
Spock is my Vulcan husband and i intend to give my future sons [ <--notice the plural] his sexy hot alien looking bob cut. Plus if possible tie their ears and make it pointed when they're infants~ Why some will ask? I know he's weird, displays absolutely NONE of his feelings, has no sense of how to "show" affection properly or at all and basically he only mates ONCE every freaking 7 years.. Still, that hot hot look about him... lean, tall, MUSCULAR, stands super straight PLUS! the hot hot pointy ears [fan girl scream] the original Spock had small eyes and the slanted eyebrows look super awesome on him~ HENCE! I am now a fan of Star Trek plainly because i like Mr. Spock. Yippy for Zachary Quinto!

2. This week's my LAST at Tiny Oak *cries*
I decided to give myself a 3 weeks break before i embark on another season of my life~ Im gonna miss ALL the kids in my class. The "Baby Class" will soon start to invade my slumber.. and dreaming of them will be my greatest pleasure. I hope all of them will grow up to be good people, with generous hearts and the right attitude.

as usual.. the most young sui one is my favourite xD

Aww.. so adorable~

3. I Learn how to play POKER!
Ppppokkker Face PppPppoker Face~ yayayaya~ Time Out! That's my company's name! Strangely with them.. there's NO TIME OUT for us.. A normal schedule of a Time Out Part Timer would consist of waking up 5am and action pack activities till 12pm... I've never had to sleep in so many different beds within one month. I think May itself, im gonna make it to 8 different beds.. [i'm alone on it la]

we used game props as chips for gambling xD
in the end i lost EVERYTHING and hutang keliling pinggang quite literally cause.. we were sitting on a round table... so.. its keliling pinggang.. u noe? .. ok, nvm...

4. Sisterhood Bonding @ Penang
There's a high chance i "might" be going to Penang to study.. Just a hunch la.. but being there i ALMOST felt like i belonged there.. good thing i DIDNT! Really hoping i get to stay here in KL/Selangor... After all~ im more of a [bigger]city girl xD

Yeap.. We're sisters alright

emo by the lake~ the lake is situated in front of my brother's campus room~ Unless i go to usm, that's the last time.. i'll ever go there so emolor.. cause tht place was really pretty

5. Goodbye ZHIWANG~ *sobs*
Dear Zhi Wang, if u're reading this do take note.. that i still consider you as my competitor. And as the saying goes.. "Life is less fun with lesser competition" So.. be honored! I wish u all the best and thanks for ajaking us out for that karaoke farewell thingy.. it was fun.. singing with "just" you all~

here's the gang!!
all not THAT warmed up yet~

Getting warmer.. notice
Daniel's ass is finally OFF the sofa~

Yours truly starts to get it PUMPED up~
I think it was the drinks

The Energy has finally been successfully transferred to the other butt-on-the-sofa molecules.. Now, we're all hybridized and doing stuff we hope no one caught on camera/video..
Long LiVe U6K 2008!!!
Mok: Ohh OOOO oohhh O--- OOOOO~ [ala viva la vida]

And of course.. some random camwhoring sessions~

notice the reluctance in his body pose haha,
well i did FORCE him to pose with me xD

robson acting cute :x

we look like siblings omgwtf!

Sigh.. they're all grown up *sobs* soon... Its so sad.. cause i can never persuade any of them to promise that they'll bring their future girl friends to me FIRST for approval before they go further :x

NEW MOON!! On SET!

2009-04-28T06:08:00.000-07:00

For those of you Twilight Followers..

[be informed imma a fanatic myself]

I was bored.. and decided to do a little googling.. guess what i found?! :D Talk about swine flu its a pandemic~ The vampires are on a rampage!! . These pics were taken by papa [got from SpoilerTV] on the set of New Moon. I cant remember when its coming out. Check these out.

Our good doctor Carlisle smokes. I mean its not like he's gonna get lung cancer and die or anything like that .. he'll just 'sun bian' kill everyone else~

THIS is what sets fiction apart from reality~ haha whatever that means
Since daddy's into it.. Let the coven join the cult!!

Emmet the cuddly bear like one gets to smoke too!!

The guy plays Jasper [the hungry looking one ~~i enjoy seeing him in tourment~~] and the blondie is Rosalie.. smoking in hot black stilettos.. is it just me or are her "betis" rather stunted? Im not saying this because i envy her pretty legs okay.. Love her big hair..

Being a vampire.. i guess they're all into it. see! Edward smokes too!

in a very stylish manner too.. how does he do something so detrimental and yet look hot at the same time.... god-like o.o blasphemy I mean, look at this! LOOK AT THIS!!! Pretty face.. but... she... well...

There you have it, Bella.. with a cancer stick.
Bella: since i'll be joining the coven eventually.. might as well start practicing~

Sigh.. not condemning her but rather disappointing, I fell in love with her after watching Twilight ~~heck, i dyed my hair red/brown/whatever~~Great.. now i feel like smoking too cause i think its cool [sarcasm, dun worry i'm not that dumb]

Poor Jacob :P He looks great with his wig.

Jobs Jobs Jobs!! $.$

2009-04-24T06:38:00.000-07:00

I have to admit.. slacking off was part of the whole "holiday" thing.. from full blast STUDY MODE >>> SLACK MODE.. that itself was an experience worth. Though, God knows why it ended up in the folder entitled "Unpleasant Memories from Hannah's Life"
Since march I've been working hard [not dog-like yet] but somehow... even if i was worked like a dog, i think that beats stoning at home doing nothing.
My full** time job is at Tadika Tiny Oak. Well.. Tiny Oak's where i learn that i actually like kids. Not to sound like Wen Chean but.. the kids are realllyyyyy cuteeeee :3 [that was a lame attempt to imitate her lol]

WARNING : IF YOU HAVE NO INTENTION OF LIKING KIDS, DON'T WORK IN A TADIKA/TASKA/OTHER COMPATIBLE CLASS EDUCATION FACILITY

Praise: Jie a.. whats the matter with you? *scouping ice cream*
Me: huh? *washing dishes*
Praise: its like... *takes a bite of ice cream*
Me: wtf? -.- say la~ *sweeps the floor*
Praise: its like.. you're suddenly so... MOTHERLY *feeds me ice cream*
Me: izzit? yah mehh *mops floor*
Praise: ya. wash for me! *passes me bowl*
Me: WASH YOURSLEF!

okay, i know the dialouge above may seem pointless.. ~~eventhough u are right~~ but! i think... teaching at the tadika AWOKEN THE INATE FENINE INSTINCTS in me.

These are the kids in my class.. its nice to think that in the future ALL OF THEM will grow up to be MINI HANNAHs~

GO~ MY MINIONS~ MY LITTLE DEMONS~

wakakakakakakakakakaka >:D

poor Arifft felt his masculinity was tested. After i put the clip on, he immedieatley ripped the clip off and rubbed his head disgustingly~
~~and i tot i was influencial~~

not tadika students.. they're my lovely cousin's children~
this pic reminds me of ME and my BRO when we were young~ T__T i miss him
this pic was taken during my uncle's funeral.

Okay.. so now we'll talk about work at TOS : Time Out Solutions
Traveling takes a whole new definition when you're with the TOS gang. These ppl are CRAZY.. Crazy for food, crazy for adventure, crazy for fun.. basically they're just crazy. ~~okay maybe not THAT crazy~~

This time we went to MALAKA!!

one of the "Job" locations~
Donald & Lily Chendol~ rock the world!!

my boss/supervisor/superior/the person who hands me CASH $.$

Catherine and Daniel[the dude] posing with the erm.. pineapple tarts

i love this stairway entrance thingy~ got a really nice "feel" to it

work time.. sulking cause the dude donwanna talk to me T__T
and.. if ANY of u have to comment on my "make up",

"darling the girl's reaching 20 and now that she's seeing so many ppl its not presentable to go there looking pale and corpse looking. Let her wear some make up"

mother dearest~ 10th April 2009

Some random pics i took along the way~
random abandoned house

random shoe view

random fruit i picked and then tried to force ppl to eat but they refused anyway

random striking red gate!!!

ps: the pics aren't what u usually see in a tourist's camera..why? go figure >:D

Think Family - The Emo Add

2009-04-20T22:40:00.000-07:00

This Add was directed by our very own Yasmin Ahmad [director of Sepet]. Hired by the Singaporean government to convey a powerful and moving message to the Singaporean Community.

This is another one~ Grab some tissues!!!
WARNING: WATCH AT YOUR OWN RISK

Principal of the Sower

2009-04-18T10:28:00.000-07:00

Theoretically, if u sow[plant seed] u'll reap[get fruits]
I know it works in many occasions.. still there are times when things just turn out "funny"..
The lectures my mother graciously hummed into my decade old ears took another whole decade for me to fully comprehend its meaning~
Just like.. right now.
I'm confused. turning 20 soon. entering the second decade of my life. abandoning my teenage years to explore this every mystifying and occasionally deadly world of adulthood.
There are many things i dont understand... for instance,

When we trust someone... is it wrong to expect some trust back in return? Friendships sink when trust isnt on board.. but my unveiled eyes, despite its sharpness cant seem to find this so called"trust" anywhere..
Lost in the darkness of time and taken for granted..
somehow it hurts.. the feeling.. of knowing u are untrustworthy....
I learnt that just because you trust the other person.. it doesnt mean they'll trust you in return.
Its sad i had to learn it the hard way.

As free sprited as i claim to be, i noticed that in everything we do there are limitations. Like the way you conduct yourself when you're with male and female are different as the sun is different with the moon... limitations are different for each situation. Its hard to remember all these, especially whn practice is hard to get. Making mistakes is part of life right? I mean.. people will know that right? would they?

Maybe the whole world is ignorant.. blissful in their false innocense...
owh.. what am i saying~ i bet of every 10 person who reads this post.. only 1 of them will understand.. im just blogging for my own records..

Anywa.. here's a pic of me in my girl's night out.
So long since i've last seen them.. shen shen looks hot =.= pauline as faboulus as usual.. kairi =.= i've seen her too often lol

clockwise starting frm blue shirt girl: pauline, kairi, me, shen shen [looks really HOT.. her body so nice d wtf? i oso wanna do yoga!]

Messed Up Schedul

2009-04-15T00:51:00.000-07:00

Its like this, the intended plan for the coming weekend was suppose to be:
MONDAY
1. Friday, night hopefully get to go out with friends sing K
2. Saturday, surprise visit a friend!! wanted to force her to cut my dog's hair for me free of charge.
3. Sunday, go church.

den, ONE PHONE CALL... and the plan changed to:
TUESDAY
1. Friday, at night go meet with boss somewhere in kl to go down to Malaka
2. Saturday, work whole day~ $.$
3. Sunday, come home frm Malaka..

then, ONE SMS... and the plan changed AGAIN to..
WEDNESDAY
1. Friday, nothing to do.. hopefully reen's strong enough to keep up the event..
2. Saturday, go for USM Admittance Qualifying Entry Test
3. Sunday, church~

Owh~ what mess... i spent rm6.80 exactly to rectify this and then re-rectify it again.
Rm 6.80 can eat a cone of nice.. BaskinRobin's ice cream T__T
I took the oppertunity sketch myself a graph of my excitement lvl from monday.. to WEDNESDAY! [getting cranky]

RO Gathering

2009-04-13T00:52:00.001-07:00

Here's the Gang~

Starting from top, left to right : Jerr, tritium, Heraus/MaGnEsIuM, Xenon

Squatting duo, left to right : kira, kwok
the two girls: black dress is iko, im in blue

here're the girls~
reen went to pahang =.=

me and iko~

Posers on the loose!! AGAIN!!! i swear next round i'm bringing my camera~ haha chern chaing took too little photos~ okay, ignore the fact tht i look short, im wearing HIGH HEELS next time!! ROARS!!

Kwok was bz getting INTO the pose~
kira.. very dulan-ed~ [cause always get killed by me]
and ME? *bahagia*

the back view~ of da gang.. but iko was still talking lol

its sad that i had to leave so early..
Kwok/kira/dunno who la suggests that after their intended "Group War in a CC" session... they catch the late screening of Knowing..
i was in a delima.. its not like i can asura the problem away~
We are girls.. and girls have curfews.. still i thought it was dangerous but thAT.. little anit-social sister decided to ATTEMPT that we postpone our curfew.. with luck we can go home at 1am [like wtf?!]

sis: Grabs phone from me
nana: woot?! oiiii *whispering some shyt*
sis: hello? daddy a?
nana: owh shyt owh shyt owh shyt im gonna die....
sis: *mumble mumble* we missed the 4.30 movie.. *mumble mumble*
nana: praise... STOP! *waves waves*
sis: SHUT UP LA YOU
nana: im dead =.=

Well, in the end.. i DIDNT DIE~
Drove home safely, and parents were strangely gracious and wee!! WOE! haha~ very waste of money[zenny onny la] and super annoying~
but THIS kindda stuff totally MAKE UR TIME WORTH IT~
btw, eNana~ thats me gg

Genting Wohooo!! :D

2009-04-05T23:49:00.001-07:00

The Gang! :D
[Dear readers please ignore the fact that im the only girl.. in their eyes... i'm male]

----------Here's what went down---------

Creepy hallway~

I stood there and stare at the camera screen.. i tot i saw smthg~

Day One
I was working.. practically worked like a dog from 7.30am till 11pm at night~
The company tht hired us was Shell- Human Resource Department. Interesting bunch of ppl, not to mention rich! As usual the food provided was GoooOOood~
Day Two
The FREE BREAKFAST voucher was valid from 7am till 10am~
i woke up at 11am =.=
BUT! it was good.. cause the lunch was a buffet at some really expensive restaurant, so it did me good to sleep the extra hours~ Ahhhh... i love genting weather..
The lunch buffet was from 12pm till 2.30pm.. so i sat there stuffing myself for that two and a half hours~ The guys are only reaching Genting at 5pm which left me another two and a half hour to kill... [i shall not describe "the wait" because it was ridiculously dreadful... full of boredom and... boredom~

They finally arrived! so we were checking out the rooms~

After that THEY decided to eat at Sushi King
[for the love of money =.=]
expensive and disgusting~ yeap... that meal was~

Zhi Wang and his wasabi~ i guess he was rather disgusted by the food too?

Cherny and his Fish thingy~

He didnt know it was full of bones...
he bought it because it was BIG..

Later they went kai kai~ [walk until so "pan" yeng]

The invisible man...
had his eyes on ME *blush*

He's a statue. And statues dont move~ We were just STONING there.. observing and contemplating whether to go pose with the Invisible Man.. THEN! came this leng lui [abit abit la] who posed.. AND THE STATUE MOVED! so..

cherny: eh nana go test and see...
chee: if he move a.... den is really something..
mok: nana go try. .see he move or not
chee: dont dream, wont move wan.
nana: if he move then how?!
chee: no need to think so much.. ppl move for leng luis only
nana: if he really move then u buy tht Nike jacket for me aaa!
chee: ... <--cant remember wht he said
*in the end.. the Dude really moved whn i was taking my solo pic with him [after cherny left] the dude grabed my waist and smiled o.o*

See! He's smiling~ CHEE KAR!! WHERE'S MY NIKE JACKET!!!!!!!!
Size S my foot!

after that it was pool~ yippy for the boys =.=
i couldnt even hit the ball right.. not to mention how heavy tht stick is *%^#@#$!!

Chee was the pro-est =.=

cherny found out he was really good at all kinds of sports..
he picked up pool quite quickly~

while they were enjoying themselves.. i was....

so i picked up the camera and FORCED them to pose for me :D

Day Three
Theme Park Day! rm51 for the all park ticket~
the day would have been better if those pesky cheering dunno WAT college ppl~ So noisy..

We waited.. ALOT.. but hey~ thts wht it means to be in Genting..

Then again when the sun came up.. waiting isnt as fun as it had been...

This was fun :D Free fall~ NICE!
unfortunately the ride was TOO short!
Here's how the damn thing go

Erm.. ignore the weird teeth..

We took most of the rides.. except the one tht was meant for ppl <67kg>

oi~ i can ride tht okay.... but in the end we didnt ride it because of a certan SOMEONE..

NOT ME OKAY! !!!!!!!

The Tea Cup was soOOoOOOO fun.. miracoulously.. i didnt even feel nauseated..
Zhi Wang,Rob and Mok did xD those noobs wakakakaka

Then weird things started manifesting...

A series of bizzare events

Case 1:
The Mysterious Case of Zhi Wang's Bear Fettish

Case 2:
Cherny's Battery Fettish

Case 3:
Nana's Boy Fettish

Case 4:
The Boys' Weird Attachment to the Gate

Case 5:
The Mysterious Case where u cant tell the difference whether
the person is screaming or just plainly shocked~

:D GROUP PHOTO!!!!!MAKAN TIME!!!

We had our meal at Pizza Hut.. Still quite excited and hyped up~

THE LOG FLUME!!!

After the bumber cars.. we took 2 more out door rides..

Later... In the indoor park.. AGAIN~ Posers!
On the LOOSE! They're EVERYWHERE!!!!

In The Gondola~

whts with tht cheeky face robson?! +.=

In the Jambatan thingy~

In the lift!

DAY FOUR
ok.. everyone woke up LATE that morning~ Casual and easy.. un-rushed morning..
And so.. its time to say goodbye~

This is the place where u get to use a knife and stab all the monkeys that try to come near and be friendly... remember do not hesitate..
STAB AT SIGHT~ SAS!

Farewell Genting~~ [still posing]

hehe.. my love~~

I actually burned all the pics into cds.. remind me to bring it for u guys if i ever see u again =.= ps: took me 3 hours to complete this post!!! @$%@#%@%

I lost it! OMG [random post]

2009-03-26T08:50:00.000-07:00

Today

I got kissed by a 6 year old
my first kiss?
shyt

anyway, i was just looking for excuses to post THIS up! gg

In my previous games... i never once made it to greatness.. i always lingered in being mediocre and i feared my nightmares would repeat itself.
Instead of head.. i was vice-editor.
Instead of first, im always second.
Second place, second best, second choice.
Always lingering in being second best.. and im starting to get sick of it.
I know its just a game, but the desire to strive to be the best has never been this hot before. Burning in my chest. Not burning.. more like itching. That comes and goes.
But still.. i feel its nice to feel strong.
Its time to strive for excellence! Time to excell and be not just good but extremely good at everything i do! LoooOOooooong journey but let me mark this day down as the day i make this resolution. Nana GOGO!

ps: I really want to go genting =.=

Duck in the World of Chickens

2009-03-24T03:08:00.000-07:00

DO YOU KNOW THE DIFFERENCE

BETWEEN A DUCK AND A CHICKEN?!

You could tell the difference by mere sight. Regardless.. sometimes once they're cooked and served on a dish under a pool of dark-colored-debris-filled sauce you absolutely cant tell the difference.

But the problem is... they cant help but BE different.
You'll know it when u taste it.
As much as the duck desire to be with the chickens... ducks are ducks. Our beaks are flat and our feet webbed and short. Defenseless..
At least the chicken can peck u...
than again..
some ducks can fly ;)

a conversation about LOTR and why i decided to blog about chicken and ducks...

I cant wait for this SUNDAY!!! its when we're going to GENTING!!! kyaaa!!!!!
All thanks to zhi wang who decided to pick up that flaming baton..... brusing his own hands with burn marks along the way for us~ T__T im inspired.
so.. guys~ if u're going i suggest we DONT demand that rm5 refund. Let him keep it~
and hope he doesnt ask us to pay more xD haha

THATs the dude.
Lim Zhi Wang. Reliable and jokable. Girls.. go for em!

I'll only be joining u guys on the SUNDAY..cause i'm working@genting on the Saturday~ i'll come hunt u in ur sleep at night :D

MIFF: Fun boredom, Unecessary stres, and Smelly Feet!

2009-03-07T07:03:00.000-08:00

My working experience with Miff, is simplified like that.
Basically, working at the IBL, International Buyers Lunge - i get to meet alot of foreigners. Well, statically speaking....
30% of them like to "touch",
20% of them like to "flirt",
40% dont give a damn and 10% is the okay ones
It was a really NEW experience for me, and i find tht i'm kindda good at "layaning" ppl~
Still.. i have also noticed a lot of weakness in my character and personality.. especially my limitations when i'm exhausted...

So, my main job is this....

yeap, i just sit there...and wait.. and wait..and wait.... den.. lunch..den wait....and wait... den..
rm80! *kaching* then go home and lvl. xD

and this...

and THIS too =.=

thts me and Pam..my face look so cacat in this pic =.=
actually.. all the pics i took with pam my face got smthg wrong with it...

my job is mosty just sitting behind a desk and looking beautiful =.=,

OWH.. what a waste of such great talent.. >:)

And this is what Mokky does... poor thing he have to stand for almost 8 hours~
wen chean too... among the gang, i'm probably the one who got the LEAST pay.. nevertheless... my job was easy.. and i didnt do any OT..

mok was "really" working~

chean wasnt, she was just posing :P

:D heheheheheheheheh~ i MADE them pose with
the sign board lol

Hannah: wakakka i have THIS! *shows toursim malaysia golden button*
Daniel: cheh... i have THIS!!!!!!!! *turns around and shows his walkie talkie*
[cheh, sei chai]

Three of us trying to eat the "really hard chicken"

Aside from getting the least pay, despite getting free food.. sitting on the floor and eating was rather depressingly begger-like.. nevertheless, when u have two leng chaiz to pei u, wakkakaka its luxury :p i bet all the girls sitting on the chair were jealous~ gg

The one on the left is Jonathan.. he looks like "the orochimaru guy from nobuta wo produce except Jon's mouth isnt saggy"

does tht make sense? :D

aside from that, i also got to meet people to surveys... PLUS a chance to meet Eric Leong :D SSF!! GOGO!!

this janice la.. take the pic so blury... ROARS... nonetheless, his features are so distinct u'll recognize its him! omg.. i just realized smthg! o.o the only two celebrities tht i have taken photos with are both BALD! wtf?! [remember hariz iskandar?]

Anyhow, i hate it when my leg stinks like... wtf? it STINKS like MAD.. first time in my life i have smelly feet... =.= i always smell good u know... ALWAYS~ dun believe ask chern chiang~

kai wei [daniel's dance gang.. some say he dances BETTER than daniel :P] did u notice how Kai Wei walk? got a very distinct swagger, a dancer's swagger...

me and Poh Yi~ i like this girl... gg

kai wei kacau kacau.. i wanted a pic ALONE with Brain T__T
[Brain draws really well]

And THEN, there was the FLOOD,

PLUS! Alot of funny characters tht i met.. super one of a kind..like the gayish dude whose name is rather weirdish, the blur girl who is so damn blur u juz give up, an english speaking dude who doesnt want to speak english with me, ladies who look older thn they really are[who u lookig at?! look at me for wat?! HOI! stop looking], guys who walk like Daniel Siow Wei Tze...
but nonetheless ...maybe its the coat? ... most ppl are goodlooking to me, just wait till i see them in their lala get-up, THEN onny my opinion will change :P
i'd say 80% of ppl in Miff are goodlooking :D myself included :D xD :D

The IBL Gang: group photo :D

three guys.. seven girls... good for them boys~ eh.. Wiiki go where?

*sings: girls.. around the world.. like the way i rock their
world.. girls... around the world....*

The ESL Gang [Exhibitor Service Centre]

Wiiki and Ren Yi[the gay dude]

Wiiki looks like a korean toy boy without his glasses~
he's got realllLLLlly nice skin >< *envy* Shu Qhing[spell right?] is sooOOoooOo cute lol.. she is a SUPEr blur head.
BLUR TO THE POINT I DONT EVEN WANNA EXPLAIN ANYMORE

He got the Mercedes eyes o.O <---

One day, the few of us had a conversation a couple of minutes before work's off:

Ren Yi:I think the way to play a boy is to know how to kiss.. Kissing is a very important skill
Me: shyt.. i never done tht before, means i got no hope? owh.. really? like how?
Wiiki: u could use ice.
Me: fettish dude =.= huh? ice?
Wiiki: the best is if u pass an ice from ur mouth to ur girlfriend.. and linger till it melts finish
Me: trying really hard to vissualize.. oOOoo
Ren Yi: Sweets oso can...
Shu Qhing: *writes all information on a paper: mind mapping method*
Wiiki: ya..sweets oso can
Ren Yi: chewing gum oso can..
Wiiki: ya...eh wat?!!! yer.. no la
Ren Yi: saliva...
Me: Ice CREAM!
Wikki: ....
Ren Yi: ya ya.. ice cream
Me: wah.. suddenly hungry timm Maybe bak kut teh too o.o omg
*silence*

After tht nobody "choi" me d.. they changed the topic =.=

My GANG group photo :D
tht sei chee kar dunno go where...
yeapppp i GRABBED mok's hand /gg,
he suddenly stiffened... i was like.. lalalala~ *pose*

The rest of the photos are uploaded in my facebook account :D go there grab la~

Fun Facts about Hannah's Miff Experience!
1. I get to ogle at the many leng chaiz SHAMELESSLY
2. My dog peed on my coat on the last day.. so i had to wear another
3. There's someone in there tht sometimes reminds me of someone i really hate..
4. I got told out, Shu Qhing went and simply say tht i thought Jonathan was more "my type of handsome" than Ren Yi, but in truth i told her the exact opposite... [blur case] And Ren Yi confronted me about it! i stammered..and made a fool of myself =.=,
nevertheless i still like Shu Qhing very much haha.. dunno why~
5. My leg stinks so bad.. my sis was having feet phobia [stinks because of THAT heel-socks]
6. I wore grandma shoes for 2/5 of my working days xD the rest is 4 inch heels all the way~
7. I bitch alot out of bordom...
8. I slack about 10% of my working time xD
9. I discovered tht if u randomly say "hi" to ppl, they'll eventually become friendlier with u~
10. On the first day of work i spent 10% of my day's pay on a burger
11. I neglected my dog.. and the house smells like acid :D
12. Towards the end of the day.. when my energy is exhausted i turn into The Hulk [ps:sorry if i offended anyone]

I was working :D

2009-03-01T21:18:00.000-08:00

Location: Swiss Garden, Kuantan
Duration: 27th - 28th Febuary 2009

Well, i call it "work" since i'm getting paid and all.. but honestly it felt more like someone was paying me to go on a holiday... u know, watch the sunset by the beach... eat good food.. ect....
[*grabs Cat and MUAKX her*]

BEHOLD!! MY CO WORKERS~

Zhi Wang came along :D which reminds me, i owe him rm20 [again lol]

The beautiful Danica Nayar, she's chindian, she's lovely and hardworking :) and she's NOT-available haha

pose baby pose~

Nikki.. 13 yrs old and so independant. Of course her mom's Catherine.. hence, since my mom is also a Catherine.. WE'RE SISTERS!! She grown to be a lovable young teen.. less irritable compared to before haha.

My boss is the one on the furthest right :) hehe.. i actually made them come pose at the mirror for me to take a pic xD

The nature of my job can be summarized in one word.. as a "leng/kuli/henchman/puttie"
Under the ever gentle yet efficient Aunty Catherine, listening to her orders were easy as eating bak kut teh. Friendly, motherly and protective hehe.. Plus she has the same name as my own mother~

We were listening to the briefing before before we "chut fa"!! gogogo!

Thts me suppervising the participants.. who happen to have alot up their sleeves.

Whisper whisper... whisper whisper..

There was one kuai lou in the group.. it was funny to see how westeners differ frm us Asians. For instance,
We were handing out 2 mahjong papers to each representatives..
*Nikki passes 2 pieces to the kuai lou*
*Kuai lou seperates the two and passes one to another representative den walks away*
Nikki : Erm.. sir.. er...
Danica : Both are for u sir..
Kuai lou: owh... okay...
*all the other MALAYSIAN reps juz took the two and ciao~

Another part.. They were cutting matterials to make a F1 car model,
Group 1 -Chinese Dude: Must ration, cause later not enough materials
Group 2 -Kuai Lou: If we dont have enough materials, we'll just have to steal some from the other groups. [did the "yes we can!!" face]

Me and ah wang decided we NEEDED to see the sunrise! since we're at the east coast
i woke up at 6.. so did ah wang, but both decided to wait for the other.. at 6.15am i called him up:
*phone rings 3 times*
Ah wang: hello =.= <--was his face gua
me: *whispers* lets go!! sunrise!!!
Ah wang: owh.. and all we got was this =.=

cause it was too cloudy..

huu, here's a pic of ah wang posing the night before on a swimming pool bench
:P talk about physic~

Saturday morning: Mr. Andrew [the person in charge] came over to me while i was stonning behind a pillar waiting for smthg to do.
Andrew: How was your sleep yesterday night?
Nikki: It was okay.
Andrew: Did you all have a good sleep? I did.
Me: Well, i was happy i slept at all *smile*
Andrew: Haha, then u should have a drink the night before, then you can sleep like me[lol?]
Me: ah-hah-haha-ha.. er... actually i'm kinda underage.. *mumbled smthg still smiling*
Andrew: sorry?
CATHERINE APPEARS!!!! : Naw... they were working.. so.. no drinks for them hwa hwa hwa~
Me: *nodsx x2*
Andrew: owh.. ahaha-haha

The Pictures of my actual "working" were kinda accidentally deleted by Mr.Poo, hence i'll just show u the "holiday" part :D

This is Mr.Poo he is only 21 :D

An awkward moment in the car when Mr.Poo was fetching me and Danica back to our homes:
Danica: *rushes to the back seat*
Me: *reluctantly moves to sit at the front passenger seat*
Mr.Poo: *tries to hide his dulan face* I'm single btw :D
Me and Danica: aha-ha-haha-ha
Throughout the intire journey i felt like a freaking light blub... The ultimate highway eminitiey.. I secretly asked Danica..
me: psst, y are u sitting at the back?! i feel so awkward u know.. he's obviously talking to YOU..
danica: i donwana sit infront >..<

And then there was the FOOD I actually came home 2kgs fatter :P

Yummmmmmmy~

I only took pictures of the deserts.. cause i kinda gobbled up everything before that as soon as it landded on the table wakakakak

posing with the yummy food :D

ah wang and his own desert, he's so camera shy u know..

On our way back, we stopped by Bukit Tinggi's makan place and got treated to some yummy food~

nikki's marvelous photography skills

And again Cat poses for another photoshoot~

Me posing at the ikan bilis shop.. shameless.. i know

We also noticed THIS..

note: Jualan Stok Muntah, Harga Dashyat rm788, 3 hari Muntah =.=

Overall it was a fun expirence and i cant help but feel greatful T_T hehe.. so.. when's the next job?

Benjamin definately pushed some buttons

2009-02-22T17:07:00.000-08:00

Review for The Curious Case Of Benjamin Buttons, kinda..

Aside from the fact that sizzling hot Mr.Pitt along with the lovely Cate Blanchett[my idol] were the main casts, the movie had a really good story line. Wait.. not really good, it was awesome. Told in a proper pace, the story was so mind boggling and intriguing that you care less if the freaking *beep* beside your sister's chair was eating popcorn like a starved hyena or if the person sitting behind you was trying very hard to squeeze his *beep*-ing smelly leg into tht space between the seats.I actually cried in the beginning.. the Mr.Cake part. When he said "Perhaps, maybe the boys we lost at war would come back to us. Perhaps maybe ma' boy would come back to me" *cries* T____T He said that in the opening speech when he officiated his clock up at the train station. The clock's minute hand was ticking backwards.

This movie is so special and unique, although adapted from a book written in the 1930's the story seem well fitting. Despite the awkward scenes of daughter Caroline on her mother's deathbed reading her Benjamin's diary.. other awkward scenes actually make the show really memorable.
"Have i ever told you i was struck by lightning 7 times? " [shows old fashion screening of someone randomly being zapped by thunder... several times in the movie]

Basically, the movie could have been written as a really cheesy love story, or from a really depressing-emo point of view. But somehow, the show managed to capture an almost perfect balance of its main themes. Live and death seemed like the mere changing of the weather. And in case u didn't notice, the news report during the hospital scenes are actually coherent with the mood of the story being read in the diary. Like how the weather changes.. hurricane moving away, hurricane turning back.. Don't kn0w if you'd noticed.. its quite easy to miss.

The makeup team did a great job. I still have no idea how they put Brad Pitt's ancient-ize head on to a child's body. It was.. freaky. Still, the parts i love most was probably one of everyone's favorites, the two lovers at their duplex home - before Daisy got pregnant tht is. And also the part where the pastor was performing his "miracle". Although it was rather insulting for a christian to watch, i couldnt help but LOL. It was really hillarious!

Honestly.. i know there are a lot of other factors involved[like money, cosmetics, camera trick, graphics blah blah blah] but.. its seriously UNFAIR that some people get to look THIS good! Its a sin.. a crime...vanity... how can two people so beautiful even exist?! HUH?! I mean, did u see his FACE?! like... wtf?! and the girl T____T so pretty.... so exotic and graceful, especially when she danced.

Ok, enough of getting emo, the show was awesome! hope u go watch it soon.
Long Live Mr. Cake!

As Tagged by Daniel - Sounds Interesting (get it? sounds...)

2009-02-20T22:30:00.000-08:00

The title has serious "lame" issues..
RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle mode.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag someone
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

- IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
A Beautiful Lie - 30 seconds to mars [life is a lie *acts emo*]

- HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
You're So Gay -Katy Perry [kukukukukuk.. who knows, maybe?]

- WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Same Mistake - James Blunt [yerrr.. so random wtf]

- HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
We Might As Well Be Strangers - Keane [woah.. so deep.. i sound so love sick]

- WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Kill Bill OST: The Whistle - unknown [i'd like that. sounds good]

- WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
If You Can Afford Me - Katy Perry [LOL, wht am i? a whore? swt]

- WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
The Fantasy - 30 Seconds To Mars [nice.. very meaningful]

- WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Bubbly - Colbie Caillat [wow.. divine shuffling]

- WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
The Kill - 30 Seconds to Mars [LOL.. YEAHHHHH *bloodthirsty roar*]

- WHAT IS 2 + 2?
I'm Coming - Rain feat Tablo [er.. right]

- WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Clumsy - Fergie [hahahaha ya.. ya so true]

- WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Lovers in Japan - Coldplay [i wish so badly.. T.T]

- WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
What Goes Around Comes Around -Justin Timberlake [my future is all about karma? wah depressing]

- WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Attack - 30 Seconds To Mars [hahaha.. okay!]

- WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Details In The Fabric - Jason Mray feat James Morrison - [woah.. such an emo wedding song]

- WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Bend and Break - Keane [sure.. go ahead ~.~]

- WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Lucky - Jason Mraz feat Colbie Caillat [lai, lets play dai di =.= THE IRONY]

- WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Live High - Jason Mraz [quite true.... woahhh]

- WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Goodbye My Lover - James Blunt [lol.. hey dont look at me like that, i didnt do anything]

- WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Kupu kupu - Melly [wtf?!]

- WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Sexy Back -Justin Timberlake [hahahaha.... =.=]

- WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Wiseman - James Blunt [listen to my wisdon young ones :x]

Tag Time.. Ppl whom i have linked >>>>>

F>Distraction asap

2009-02-20T22:00:00.000-08:00

Bored. Bored to the point of desperation. Desperate to the brink of depression.
Waking up to nothing. I loath waking up in the morning. Wishing i could just sleep forever till a new distraction comes for me, and let that new obsession take me.
At least, in my slumber i could dream. Ever felt the faint feeling of nothingness? Like your existence is at a pause. Someone please hit the freaking play button. I'd rather it be fast forward than a stationary period as this. The feeling of waking up and saying "Great. What now?"
At night, when the darkness covers me-like a blanket. At least, i could think of scary things just to creep my self out, for the thrill of it, a form of self entertainment. The daylight is too bright and too hot for comfort. The air-con is stuffy and a fan is not enough. The library's too far. The Internet too broad, too random. Anime's immature, drama's are lame, comics have been out read, Kl's too far too expensive. No where to run, nothing to do.. Being on holiday isn't as fun as it use to be.
I guess there's always a price to pay when someone chooses to be lazy. Serve myself right.

Mysterious Febuary

2009-02-20T00:19:00.000-08:00

Febuary... a very special month for ME. Why? because 3 of the most important men in my life are celebrating their birthday within tht 28-29 days period. Basically they impacted my life and are kindda involved in moulding me into the woman i am today~ *chehhh chehhhh*

Generally.. I think February babies are rather... easily misunderstood. However, when you get to know them, and understand their momentum along with their mood swings~ you'll come to find them rather lovable.. their pressence addictive and hard to let go. At least.. thts wht "SAYA" think la.

daddy was drozy with cough meds while we woke
him up at 12am to cellebrate his birthday

15th Febuary 1956 - Daddy dearest xD
When i think about daddy, i cant help but feel thankful and grateful. I dont think any daughter could ever wish for a better father. I owe him all the patience, tolerance, grace and occasional mercy that he's shown towards me. The love that he'd gives me is not something money can buy. The things he does for me, no one else would do [not even my mother] Safe to say, i have daddy complex. I always pray that daddy gets to live healthily till he sees my grand daughter get married! Sometimes when daddy's off outstation for work.. my heart becomes unsettled like something isnt complete. Well, daddy's spot in my heart can never be replaced! [daddy actually malu when i hold his hand and walk in public] I dun care! I'm really proud of you! Who cares if ppl think the old dude married a younger wife?! lol. cause.. its not true. anyway..
Happy Birthday Daddy XOXO

he is posing with chee kar's peculiarly
obscene demon plushie

17th Febuary 1989 - My Toyboy Cherny
I do owe him a lot. Aside form the food that he always bring for me.. he thought me many morals and fun stuff. Although.. i do remember him teaching me some bad stuff. ie.the appropriate use of bad words.. be cho lor.. be emo.. ect. [yes i blame him for influencing me on that] Despite our very obvious different family background we somehow made the bests of friends. Awww.. i miss the days when i have him sitting beside me.. and i'd randomly grab one of his stationary and destroy it, just to see him scold me xD.. i remember biting one of his eraser and leaving my drool behind. xD Despite our platonic relationship, I STILL INSIST THAT HIS CHARACTER MARRIES MINE in game [so tht i can have unlimited sp, and i can have a proff all to myself xD]

21st Febuary 1989 - My *clears throat* Louis Bighead Byo
You could categorize him as stalker.. but he doesnt follow you around. I'd imagine if i went to SEGi lastime instead of MBS.. well.. there's a high possibility i wont be as single as i am now. [haha] I've know him for 4 years? and i do admit i dont know him well enough but still.. he's the one tht's mostly always on my side xD Listens to all my complaints and all my curses.. Kindda always there for me, and pretty much gets abused by me very frequently. ie. ignore him and play game, scold him when he phone me at wrong time, kacau him ALOT when my pc got problem. Im starting to suspect that he's a sadistic pain lover.. cause how much pain and abuse can someone actually endure? haha im so lucky~ despite my actions i'm really glad i know him xD
happy burrfff day louis :D big boy liao lu..

Another special "male" in my life.

He's the only one tht's sharing my bed at the moment xD
love the smelly boy lots!!
credits to Hui Ting who helped me cut his hair on Valentine's Day haha.

Valentine's Day :D

2009-02-19T21:26:00.001-08:00

Aunty May's Tadika, Tiny Oak had a late Chinese New Year celebration.. on Valentine's day. So, as an ex employee [and soon to be employed again] i went over to help. After all, those people were as close to family as i can get. Hui Ting was there too :D i sooo last minute called her over.
You can never get bored watching kids play.. cause somehow the never fail to do smthg unexpected.

thts me assaulting my god-grandma from behind xD

ahh.. colleagues camwhoring~ the glory days

this boy got punished for trying to kick an elderly person. Hence he was sent to stand by the tree to reflect on his mistakes whilst the other kids trash around the field cleverly avoiding any unsuspecting elderly lest they too be sent to.. "The Tree"

posing baby. you can never get enough of it. next pose~!

bringing that plastic slide to a whole new level.

erm.. i know he's handsome but, isnt he abit too todler-ish for you?

wtf? traffic jam?

i am so yeng i am so yeng i am so yeng *runs around wheeeee*

do not be decieved by their innocent looks.. the cuter they are, the more the have up their sleeves.

i love to sing. my name is Sing Ying. [for real, she was my student]

ps: it was hui ting spammig the camera [that cherny's mom gave]. I'm mearly taking credit for comenting on the events portrayed by the pictures :D
by the time the special performance by "Alvis" the camera ran out of battery.. due to some random persons uncontroled camwhoreing.

All that happened in the evening, in the day time... i was with.. *clears throat* hehehe ... .. ..

Revealed: Things I'm suppose to do after stpm

2009-02-19T20:42:00.000-08:00

The list started somewhere later September 2008, it was enthusiastically noted and meditated upon at that particular time. However when THE time did come... ... ... ... ... <--dots Anyway, here's the original unedited list

1. Jyu oh Sei - i cant even remember what that is...
2. Photography frenzy!! - at first i thought it was impossible.. but thanks to Mrs.Ling!!! my toy boy's mom gave me a REALLY GOOD camera.. FOC :D hehehhehehehehehhe

obviously the first specimen was yours truly. Seriously a girl's gotta learn some dignity xD

3. Create own blog layout - im still working on it.. currently looking for opportunities to pose so that i can change my header picture.
4. Learn how to use adobe. - hehehehheheh~ well, you could say i kindda learned abit. I mean, how often do u see hannah with a tail xD

remember this? hehehehe its quite an accomplishment for me. This portrait marks the milestone of my adobe adventures.. unlike my "younger" days all could do was draw a few lines using those ridiculously complicated tools.. however.. sucess is at hand! wakkakaka~ i've always wanted to be a mermaid..

5. Go dating!!! - hormones.. it does things to you
6. Make a mini flash game - im so not into it right now haha
7. Coloredcloud Palace - wtf is that? anime?
8. Write a book - i tried.. but kindda got broed of my own lengthy introductions and my stories always run from the main plot.. besides >.<

instead of writing, i ended up reading :D which was good.

9. lvl to 80@pko - hahaha i gave my weapons away and started a new game :D lvl 85 timmm~ so considered as completed. ro gogo! =.= despite the continuous corruption and endlessness of that seemingly entertaining game, i still play it.
THIS is the definition of lifeless..

yes.. my life currently as it is.. is in the form of a boyish looking act cute girl with a very deadly punch. owh.. which reminds me of my 20million debt to a fellow kind hearted kin.

Genesis: The Second Decade

2009-02-19T08:18:00.000-08:00

Basically, as mentioned above i'm gonna be TWENTY this year!!Hence i shall commemorate this glorious event by finally moving on to blogspot. Self Obsession.. i chose that name mainly because right now, i have nothing else to think about. As depressing as it sounds, i'm actually rather enjoying it :D

Fellow blogspot members~
WELCOME the RETURN of YOUR QUEEN
*wakakkkaakkakkaakk*